my dad and family

soo i wanna tell about my bad dad and worst family,,
when i was little my dad kinda gamble soccer thing on the internet with his friends,,&everytime my teacher ask me "what your dad jobs" i said" i don't know",,,and my teacher just say "you are soo naive you just wanna the money don't even ask about your dad jobs"( i ask him and the answer is blank) that teacher is suck,,i don't want my dad money,,the money probably will be steel by my class not so mate,(i'm a loser at school)and my dad is not soo much a dad that a lot of other people have,,he kinda always gone when i'm home ,,night he out from home(i sleep) morning he's home(i school) midday i'm home he go to his mom home..afternoon i go to tutor stuff ,he home watching soccer,i'm not really close to my dad,and no man in the house,,

and my whole family is worst they kinda don't notice me,and my mom is a women,,soo everything i do is wrong to her,,i go to school she angry,i'm not go school she angry too..i sleep late night she angry,i sleep early she angry too,,nothing right to her,,she kinda meet a boy older than me from myspace and she kinda ask him to become her little bro or son,,and she always nice to him even the dude not too nice to her,,why?!?!

about my 2 sisters i'm the only guy and i'm the 2 child so it's hard...and they kinda hate me,everything i buy even with my own money they angry,,soo my whole family is hates me,,and when i was 16 years i was kinda run(not really run but i get away from my family by telling them a day before i go)&that is the most best decision  i ever made,,and now my life kinda normal i live with a friend i met and with his girlfriend,,few days before they(my ex family) ask me to come a few days for my mom b'day,well i come ,kinda have to (mother days)and they just make me wanna kill my self that time